crazy

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Now Im missing you so badWhere was my head?Where was my heart?Now I cry alone in the darkI lie awakeI drive myself crazyDrive myself crazy thinking of youMade a mistake when I let you go babyI drive myself crazy wanting youThe way that I do...I was such a foolI couldnt see itJust how good you were to meYou confessed your love, undying devotionI confessed my need to be freeAnd now Im left with all this painIve only got myself to blameWhy didnt I know it?
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I know you will never back to here ,and maybe I will not meet with you forever, though I am missing you so bad, what should I do?I am late for everything,yes,it is late......